First, I have to say sorry and to criticize myself.the reason why I must criticize myself is that i always break words to myself and so on.it's terrible to hear that.From this,you can know that I always make empty promises.I can't finish tasks what I make,so awkward.
Days ago,I planned to write dairy,but I didn't.so sometimes,I didn't believe myself that I can do anything.but I can do things better than others actually.do you believe me？
This summer vocation,I will take part in a part-time job that is to teach English and math. I think I am capable to do it well.
I always feel not good.because I am not so confident.I can't do myself.I always feel afraid.Actually,I am good good good good.I can finish the task very well.
The final examination is close at hand, I must preview and review.I stay at library all the days,just in order to get high grades and get scholarship.but I am not really work hard.I usually take my phone.I can't control myself,so I waste much time on doing other unimportant things.others only focus on studying.
I am under heavy pressure.
And I miss my families.
I want to change myself from outer surface to inner heart.it need a lot of money.I need to grow up and look myself even other people clearly.that's all
Hope that I can become a good girl that I expect and other expect
Oh,what is the most important that i want to tell you is that learn how to shut up.it's so vital to live on earth,do you think so？
That's all,thank you.see you next time.
