? ? How nice today is ！I mean the weather and my mood. And I felt good and comfortable when I woke up though outside the window which caught a beautiful view. The wind blows gently and ligthly. Well I picked up my phone and turned on Tik Tok habitually. And get ready to read a book that I bought it last night.? At this moment, An amazing and marvelous speech leap to my eyes.“a girl who was in the college took part in the English contest，her idea her fluent English and her confidence immediately attracted to me ，how amazing she is ！”She reminds of me at that time I was felt like her speaking fluent English on the stage while I was in the college school. But at present How did I get into this mess？made my life get worse？English was my major and I used to be an English teacher years ago. But now I become a teacher who teach the stuff of engineering. Is it to be better or worse？how could I allow me to let my English go so long？I like it isn’t it ？I just know I feel happy and excited when I speak English and it make me calm down usually . The answer absolutely yes I like！well what I could do is can not give up the language I like which makes my life live. keep learning and going don’t settle that I keep it in my mind till now. Oops yep，How time flies ！I have gotta read the new book now《額爾古納河右岸》time is money it’s value.