后來多多上了年紀，本就不是很好動的她變得越來越嗜睡。她常常七八點就入睡，第二天七八點還不愿意起床。我們依然為了自己的生活奔波著，每天匆匆出門上班回家以后就管自己玩手機看電視。有時候她會跑到我或者媽媽的腿邊，爪子搭在我們大腿上撓撓我們，似乎在希望我們多花點時間陪伴她。然而，我們大多數(shù)時候只是摸摸她的頭或者抱一會兒她后又忙自己的事去了。

現(xiàn)在想來，沒有盡可能多的花時間陪她大概是我們最后悔的事情。

As Duoduo got older, she become more and more lethargic. She usually fell asleep at seven or eight o'clock in the evening while she didn't want to get up at seven as she used to.

We were still rushing about for our own life in these days. Everyday, we got up and went to work for the whole day. When we got home from wok, we simply sat down and had supper. After that, we preferred to plan electronic tolls such as iPhone, iPad or computers for the leisure time.

Sometimes Duoduo would run up to our legs and scratched as if she wished we'd spend more time with her. However, most of time we just touched her head or held her in our arms for a while and then went on our own business.

Every time when I think of this details, I'm regret to death that I haven't spend enough time keeping company with her. She doesn't require for something big, I think. She wanna us to play with her or just hold her in our arms or kiss her.

去年十月的某一天，我在房間突然聽到“咚”的一聲。當我慌忙跑出去后發(fā)現(xiàn)，多多從沙發(fā)上摔落。她正以一個很奇怪的姿勢僵直著，不斷地喘著粗氣。家里當時只有我和媽媽，我們慌忙帶上她開車跑遍了家附近所有的寵物醫(yī)院。當時正好是國慶假期，很多寵物醫(yī)院都是關門休息。當我們趕到虹泰寵物醫(yī)院的時候，時間已近中午。

醫(yī)生診斷出她身上有很多很嚴重的病癥，問我為何從沒帶她來診療過。媽媽抱著她，我們只能很無助地問醫(yī)生后面應該要怎么治療。她膽子很小，我們舍不得留她一個人在醫(yī)院住院，于是每天往返于醫(yī)院和家之間。每天一大早我會開車送媽媽和多多到醫(yī)院然后去上班，媽媽會在醫(yī)院里面一直陪她到點滴打完，等我下班后再開車去接他們回家。

我們所有的注意力都集中在了這個小家伙身上，很多時候接她回家以后我都是默默抱著她坐在房間地板上。我反復會想，她一個人在家等我們回來的時候，一定很寂寞吧。她渴望我們關注她的時候，我們卻把時間浪費在了并不重要的事情上。她身體那么不好，一定很疼吧。這個可憐的“小啞巴”，卻不能描述自己的不適。

自以為很愛她的我和媽媽，卻粗心到從未想過帶她去做個身體檢查。

Someday on October in 2017, I heard a strange voice outside of my room. When I hurriedly ran out, I found that Duoduo fell off the sofa. She was panting and stiffing in a strange position. My mother and I hurried went out with her and we drove to every pet hospitals we can remembered. Since it was National Day Holiday so many hospitals were closed for rest. It was nearly noon when we arrived at Hongtai Pet Hospital.

The doctor diagnosed her with a number of serious medical problems and asked me why I had never brought her to the hospital to have a body check. Till now, we could only helplessly asked the doctor what treatment should be done.

Since she was so timid that we didn't wanna to leave her alone in the hospital, so we went back and forth between the hospital and home every day. I sent my mother and Duoduo in the hospital in the early morning before I went to work. My mother would accompany her to the hospital the whole day until the daily treatment was finished. After I got back from work, I drove to the hospital to take them home.

All our attention was focused on Duoduo since then and I held her in my arms in my most spare times. I keep thinking that how lonely she must be when she waiting for us at home alone. When she craves our attention, we waste our time on unimportant things. She must be in pain because she is in such bad health condition. What's worse, the poor little puppy even can't use words to express her feelings...

Even my mother and I who love Duoduo so much that we haven't noticed her illness. We're so careless that had never thought about taking her to have a body check since she was getting older and older.

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