I watched La La Land with Yilu yesterday on my birthday then we shopped and I bought dye lotion. She helped me dye my hair red in her dorm. Then later in the evening we had my birthday cake with Leifan and Chenlu.It was quite fun yesterday. I made wish to get offer from CSU then extinguish the candles.

I cried like a baby in bed when I heard the theme music of La La Land this morning when I woke up. Such a romantic but sad movie. They fell in love so much with each other. Tho they didn't end up together, maybe it's the best way for a romantic and deep relationship. You know, some things are always best left to the imagination. I can't stop dropping tears everytime I think of the last moment Seb recalled what he and Mia gone through and if things were possible, they might end up together. The story end at the climax. This movie changed my view of love-sometimes things don't have to be perfect. What is perfect are best left to the imagination.

You may ask why I dyed my hari. Well I just want to look different. I'd looked the same for 20 years.Now it is time to change a little.

And the last thing I wanna say to myself is, be nicer to yourself.

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